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Words Left Unsaid
Decisions
I’ve had to make a lot of them lately. Everything from what cupcakes to make to what boys to pursue to what the hell I’m going to do with the rest of my life. I think I’ve finally figured it out, and why it took this long, I’m not quite sure. I’m majoring in Journalism, taking classes focused on design, magazines, and online publications. My second concentration may possibly be business and I will minor in Spanish. The Fall of either my Junior or Senior year I’m studying abroad, depending on if I rush next year. But the important stuff has been decided, and it feels great.
3/20/2012
I’m happier than I’ve been in ages. I can honestly say I’ve finally found what I was looking for. A best friend. She is amazing, she is crazy, she is hilarious, she is me. Well, not technically. We are so similar it was impossible not to become friends. She understands where I’m coming from and doesn’t judge me. She’s sarcastic, she’s a bitch, she knits almost as much as she drinks, she is a perfect friend. Like I said, I haven’t been this happy in a long time and it feels good.
2/27/2012
It’s amazing how things can change in such little time. I am almost jealous of my old self, and the art I could create. I miss just emerging myself into music, and emotion, art, and words. I wish I was still inspired the way I used to be.
my words escape me everytime i try
to write them down.
they stick to the inside of my brain
like cobwebs, fragile and elegant
unfaltering until touched.
i’ve never learned how to present this
disaray of madness, the thoughts in my head.
they swirl together creating passion
and beauty
yet are never heard or remembered.
they’re distant memories, long forgotten
they escape me as i sit with a blank stare.
trying to recall the words i believe in.
(via kadieoh)


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